dreams take me away

this whole week has just been strange, its kinda undescribable, its kinda whatever. i told someone something today that i should have just kept my mouth shut about. because now that i said it& actually talked about it, i feel even shittier. good job brittany, your making your life harder as you speak. whatever, i knew the outcome that i was going to get. i knew that nothing would change. so why did i even say anything? obviously, i like to bring myself down.

eh well tomorrow night is twilight, hopefully it will be so good that i forget all of everything that has been going on lately. part of me believes it will be that good, and part of me has no hope in it being that good. i guess i will just have to wait and see...

joseph and kenny think they seen a UFO! i completely believe them because it happened in the same place me and amanda saw one about a month ago. it so crazy, and it sucks that no one will ever believe me without thinking i was crazy in the back of their minds.

i think that im gonna go lay in my bed now and listen to music because im just not in the mood to do anything else. also, partly because this is the only real sleep i will be getting in a few days. i might as well get as much as i can.
dreams, take me away.

"my thoughts you cant decode"