lip service makes us look great.

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i hate how i consider someone one of my best friends and they dont consider me anywhere close to that. its depressing. i guess it will never change.

"i cant help it, i got too many issues i own,

so i cannot help im afraid"

goodnight.

Orientation- 09202008- 10-11am

things are looking up once again, the sky is clearer than ever.
all i needed was some time to think.
some time to completely just be alone with only me and my music.
it worked.
today was sooo good after the bell rang.
i wish it would just be like that every single day.
this may sound completely odd and probably dumb to most, but i honestly think that finding the rocket summer saved me. 'do you feel' is an amazing song with an amazing messege that i wish everybody would pay attention to. everyone has problems not just you. there is always a person who has bigger problems than you. be grateful. do a good deed today.


"do you feel the weight of the world singing sorrow
or to you is it just not real?
cause you got your own things
yah we all got our own things, do you feel?"
-TRS <3


thank you, you saved me.

summer has gone and passed, the innocent can never last.

please please please don't ask what's wrong.
I hate talking about these things.
just pretent it never happened or is happening.

word of the day- confrontation [v.] con-fron-ta-tion.
-the act of confronting or the state of being confronted, especially a
meting face to face.
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hello, my name is....

brittany,
and I'm starting to think there is something wrong with me.
something that only I can see.
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weakness stands together, never gonna look back now.

i hate being treated like i dont know what im talking about, like i
don't know the basics. i wish people knew what im capable of. i wish I
knew at times.
im not ashamed to admit it, im so fucking lost right now. i havent felt
like in years and i want everything to stop. i just want life to pause
so i can take a breath without wasting time.

"this is not what I expected. i swore to
you that i'd never fall apart."
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crapcrapcrap.

"this is exactly what I was trying to avoid
this is exactly what I didn't want [to happen]
and now there's nothing that I can do
to fix this
to change things [around]
I never thought I'd take part in this kind of role."

I'm not even sure that should be considered lyrics, I just put
quotations around it because I thought I should. but every word in it
was true, truer than ever. I hate that it is though. I never though I
would be that girl, and now I am, and is seriously pisses me off.

ps- don't ask me what I'm talking about, I won't tell you, its far to
embarrass[hameful]ing to admit.
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