20080918

she'll chew you up and spit you out like nothing

[shredshredshredshred]
orvil shredembacher XD

im not the person I used to be,
and i'm starting to think that's a bad thing.
I didn't think so much back then, and I think way to much now.


"she's just a snake devil"
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geez. no one can ever feel what i feel when i see music live. its one one time in my life that i feel just comletely "right"

tower over me, with your arms like towers

remixxxxx.


i dont think i will ever be in love.

because i dont think i will ever find someone even close to me.


20080916

oh, i never saw it coming.

i found this when i was searching through all the documents ive saved on my computer in the past few years. it made me sad because i know why i wrote it. i took out all the parts that say what happened because i dont think it should be out in the open just yet, but here it is, the part that got me:

What a lot of people don’t realize is that life is not guaranteed. There is no tag on life saying that you will die of old age. Everyday past is a mission accomplished, every second we live is a breath taken away. Life can be taken from the most unexpected people in the most unexpected place at the most unexpected time. No one will ever know why.

Life can be taken just as fast as it could be given. Don’t regret things, just learn from them. Two hours. Can you imagine only getting two hours of life? That’s nothing. Yah, everyone at one time or another feels like it’s not worth it, like it will never get better, but you have to realize that everyday you live is one day longer than someone else did. And that you got to experience just a little bit more. My eyes have been opened forever.

i am finding out, that maybe i was wrong.

i am in love with the lighting of this picture.

folie a deux- the return

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here is the cover. im so extremely excited for this album :D
it makes me happy that the album is coming out on the day we get a new president, if you dont know what day that is, you need to go look it up, because its gonna be one of the most important and life changing days of your life. even if you havent thought once of the election, or if you dont care about politics at all. this decision is going to impact us [young ones] more than anyone else. okay ill stop talking about politics now, i think ive had my share of political posts in the last few weeks. anyway, this album is going to be more than amazing, i can feel it.

folie a deux-(literally, "a madness shared by two") is a rare psychiatric syndrome in which a symptom of psychosis (particularly a paranoid or delusional belief) is transmitted from one individual to another.

20080915

look out! look out! look out!

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I'm done being nice to people who don't deserve it.
I'm not saying that I'm going to be mean.
I just don't care anymore.
I'm just going to see right through everything.
being mean to someone is just wrong, acting like their not there and
have no effect whatsoever on you is the the best way to go. at least
that's how I see it.

goodbye forever. I will never let you sway me again.

done: 10:38 pm.
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20080914

its not right what were doing.

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no no no no
this can't be happening.................. again.
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