anyone?

remember the name of the little girl from hocus pocus?

oh how pictures can be decieving

i think i probably spelt that last word wrong on the title. sorry for that. im horrible at spelling.

i wish i could do magic so i can make myself wake up like this :] i kinda look like some crazy 4 armed, 2 headed kid. the good version, and that bad version.hahaha. you get both sides of the rainbow.

i have the biggest headache right now, and i just want to go drive out in the country and lay on the hood of my car. tonight is music in the park, at lincoln park, whos going? i havent been to it in a while, so im overdue. before i go i need to wash my car because its narrstyy,lol, but i probably wont because its most likely hot outside today D:
dewd, craig owens [lead singer of chiodos] tried to commit suicide, but failed. this makes me want to cry. his vocals are insane!! and all the interviews ive seen with him in it, he seems like a guy that deserves life to me. at the same time i dont really know what goes on in his mind. or even in his life. im hoping for you craig!

"I’m not this fragile being, with a sugar-coated life
I cannot hide this meaning, to a taste of my advice
So when can I suddenly feel
I’ve said too much This is where I faltered
I felt their hands (felt their hands)
Versions of me altered"

this door leads to nowhere

every morning i wake up and every morning my aggrivation with my dad grows more and more. its starting to get rediculous! he sits on the couch watching tv while ordering me and my brother to do chores around the house. i understand that they are my chores, but i dont need him shoving them down my throat. i know what needs to get done and i know when they have to be done by, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! how cliche is it that im saying, "only one more year and im outta here," very. but its how i feel. for the longest time everything was going just fine. a few words here and there and our relationship was fine, but for some reason he had to open his big mouth lately and all the rage it rising in me again. note: he is not currently working because he had a heart attack, which he is supposed to not be lifting heavy things but does anyway. no simpathy, sounds like i have no heart, but come live with me for a few days and you would know. and he tries to pretend that he knows everything, is the owner of everything in the house, and is the hardest working person in our family. FUCK THAT! im done. im sorry for every kid, or adult, who got pulled into my dads act. you dont know him like i do. sooner or later everyone around him is going to abandon him or figure out who he really is. i already see it here and there and he doesnt even realize what he is doing to himself.

Dear Dad, i used to look up to you so much but ive grown and you havent. everyone sees it, not only me. the door you are taking leads to nowhere. sorry to inform you.

i wish that i could create a record label of my very own

and find bands to sign to it. it makes me sad when i find great bands and they are unsigned.
i want to comment/messege/tell them that i wanna sign them, but then i remember i cant D:
it ruins my day sometimes.

check out this band!

www.myspace.com/renfue

you will not be dissapointed.

shop till you drop...

i dont even really want to go.
but having amanda go with me, and getting a shirt,
and possibly meeting up with aaron today is good incentive.
tracy outlet mall here we come :D




ps- i dont know why i blogged about this D: haha

whenever i swim in the ocean i imagine shit like this below me

then i swim back to shore.

another band D-E-dead.

RIP waltz reprise D:

i seriously thought that they were going to be HUGE. but i guess its the end of that fantasy.

part of me wishes i had the power to get great bands back together.

note: i DO NOT personally know this band.

go listen to their songs even so.

www.myspace.com/waltzreprise

here is the new band that came out of the breakup

www.myspace.com/redandpurplemusic

totally different sound, but still amazing.

forecast soothes my soul :]

ITS ABOUT TIME...

...for me to make one of these dang things. ive been wanting to for a long while now, and i finally got to it.
if you do waste your time and read the randomness im about to post on this site then prepare yourself for...
1. hardly ever capitalizing the first letters of sentences.
2. too many of these.... D: :] :D :[.
3. A LOT of useless rambling.
4. talking about music and bands.
5. wasting your life away.

if you do decide to still read, well then.... have fun, get a good laugh, enjoi brahhhhs