christmas was good, a little different than before but ill take it. sometimes i take the oppotunities i have for granted but then i snap back into it and realize how good i have it over lots of other people. im grateful.
new years was good. not how i wanted it to be. but what can i do? im sure not about to mess with someones happiness.
how were your holidays?
tell me about them?
give me your top 10 of 08'! it can be anything i.e. music, books, art, artists, just your random top things of 2008! i wanna read em :)
im gonna post a top 10 list of 2008 soon :)
why not right? it seems fun!
20090103
lets ketchup
hahaha ya get it? XD
....wellll lets see, where do i start? i dont remember the last thing i talked about on here. going back to school on monday, not to happy about that :( but only 1 more semester then im done :D i am going to be crying soooo much at graduation & im 100% sure its going to be completely embarrassing lol. its okay though, i would think there was something wrong with me if i didnt cry. um lets see, friends are good. it seems like everyone is getting into relationships besides me :( i try not to think of it because it totally brings me down and makes me sad. but oh well, what can i do? i cant make people like me..... whatever.
ive gotten plenty of cd's lately. ex: fall out boy :D (which is amazing), paramore-the final riot! (also amazing), katy perry, simple plan, etc. maybe foile a deux didnt do as good as infinity on the charts but personally, i like it wayy better :) good job guys. you have yet to make me feel dissapointed in your music. ever since take this to your grave. always and forever :) im so lame, but proud.
i got a cheap-ass keyboard a few days ago and already learned mary had a little lamb and jingle bells :) learning jingle bells took me like 3 hours to learn haha. i love the sound middle c makes, hahaha my favorite key lol.
ive been painting lately, need more canvases. hopefully gonna get some soon. i have to say that im pretty proud of myself with my paintings and drawings lately. thats suprising. im never good enough at anything for myself. im starting to realize my potential, i just hate admitting it to anyone. sometimes me.
my hands are getting a little too cold to type a lot more so im just gonna start summing it all up. things got a little tough and confusing for AWHILE, but im happy to say that things are getting better. still coping with some changes in my life, and although i dont think everything will be completely back to normal, it could get close as long as everyones in it for the right reasons. my future right now is in jumbles. with all my super smart "4-year" friends, i feel like a complete failure. i will be someone if it kills me, im going somewhere, i promise. sooo, hello 2009 i hope you treat me well :)
more to come.....(soon)
ps- went to disneyland & california adventure recently. id have to say that it was pretty amazing and magical eventhough i probably didnt show those emotions. going away defiantly gave me time to think and get things straight, with a little help of some an amazing firework show and mickey-shaped pretzels :)
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