hate mail.

its funny how some people can turn on you in a day or two. shows you who they really are. im good at watching my own back though, i always knew it wasnt tru. honestly, im fine with it, im truley fine with it. it takes a lot to make me mad or feel hurt, and i feel like that is your goal. dewd, i fucking know who i am, who are you? i fucking know where im going and no one is holding me back, where are you headed? thought so. you need to take time and think about yourself before you even put me in your thoughts. that could be taken both ways, depends on who you are on what way you take it. i may be small, but if i really wanted to waste my precious time i could/would destroy you. fucking check yourself kid.

mad as rabbits

every once in a while, and more often lately, i feel like i am
completely out of my element in the world. like no one i talk to can
possibly relate to the things i think of or stir up in my mind. it
usually leaves mouths wide open or heads tilted in confusion. i want to
change the world. welcome home.

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some new stuff

i've been going in and out of writing slumps for a year now it seems. i dont like it.
but ive realized, i just dont have anything to write about. all i do is sit at home and dont really
experience things worth writing about.
but i did write this a few days ago and it has just been sitting in my phone.
tell me what you think....

"....is there something you wanted from me
because i can still hear your screaming one room away.
theres nothing i can do for you now,
your the one who didnt want me to stay...."

is it worth expanding on? im not sure.

do you feel the wind?

riding my moms very old bike is my new favorite hobby, eventhough the seat hurts my bum REALLY bad D: hopefully in the coming weeks im getting a new one though, not one made in 91'.
its a rush riding all over with the wind in your face and music in your ears. you should bring your bike over and we'll ride together :Da beach cruiser like this would be rad, eventhough i live a few hours away fromt he beach. it would be nice to take to san fransisco :]

into the wild

christopher mccandles/ alexander supertramp

Some movies just take you by complete suprise. into the wild was one of them. i didnt think i

would love this movie as much as i do. i find it mind blowing how one person can just really truley see what life is about. about doing what you want to do and not what the world wants

you to think you want to do. i cant think of any way to put into words how amazing this movie

is. the part when he was in the cabaret gives me chills down my spine. i wish i could do what he did, think exactly like he did, talk the way he did, carry myself through the world like he did. people judge others out loud and others judge but just keep it to themselves. but one of the things that blew me away about him was that you can just tell he didnt judge anyone he met either way. he didnt think one bad thing. in a world where sometimes i feel like a total outsider because of the way i think, the clothes i like, and the actions i take one, you sometimes notice that its probably the best road to take through life.

ok im done.

sorry about my rambling, i just love this movie.