now playing:

Love it or leave it- ex-girlfriends make good writing material

new band i found, thier good :D

last year i liked you a lot, and you liked me back....

then i guess you can say i gave up and i feel horrible for it now.

now im starting to like you again, and the timing couldnt be worse.

because youve moved on when i was asleep and i didnt notice how good i could have had it.

i really screwed this up for myself :/

im sooo sorry that i may have broke your heart.

i want it back...........

final song: the material-no one has to know

its crazy how a bundle of pictures can describe things so perfectly.
take a close look at these. if you put them in the right order and read them right you will get a grasp on how things have been lately.
looks close. very close. dont skip a detail. youll get it.

playing:

chris brown- forever

again, another good song.

honestly, there is not a day that goes by where i dont wish things were different. its just way to easy to cover things up and tell people nothing is wrong. and if they do actually see thats something is wrong i just avoid the "whats wrong?" question and try to change the subject as fast as possible. Im completely fine keeping things bottled up, actually i find it better that way. if you want to help, just make me smile and make me forget anything bad has every happened, its the only thing i ask.