it has started.

i often find myself sitting around thinking if i am really the person I
am or if I'm just being this person because its what I've been playing
the role of soo long. i am always confused about it. is what I'm
thinking really what I want to think or am i thinking it because it what
i think I'm supposed to think? every word or thought that I conjure up
has that attatched to the end.
it scares me.
a lot.
maybe more than anything ever has.
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