every morning i wake up and every morning my aggrivation with my dad grows more and more. its starting to get rediculous! he sits on the couch watching tv while ordering me and my brother to do chores around the house. i understand that they are my chores, but i dont need him shoving them down my throat. i know what needs to get done and i know when they have to be done by, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! how cliche is it that im saying, "only one more year and im outta here," very. but its how i feel. for the longest time everything was going just fine. a few words here and there and our relationship was fine, but for some reason he had to open his big mouth lately and all the rage it rising in me again. note: he is not currently working because he had a heart attack, which he is supposed to not be lifting heavy things but does anyway. no simpathy, sounds like i have no heart, but come live with me for a few days and you would know. and he tries to pretend that he knows everything, is the owner of everything in the house, and is the hardest working person in our family. FUCK THAT! im done. im sorry for every kid, or adult, who got pulled into my dads act. you dont know him like i do. sooner or later everyone around him is going to abandon him or figure out who he really is. i already see it here and there and he doesnt even realize what he is doing to himself.
Dear Dad, i used to look up to you so much but ive grown and you havent. everyone sees it, not only me. the door you are taking leads to nowhere. sorry to inform you.
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you know i always believed you when you told me stuff like this. but when i stayed with you guys for your vacation i saw how annoying he could be when we played pictionary.
i told you. thats not even anything though.
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